Distractions...make what you will

Distractions, wine helps, not day after it amplifies, my liver hurts from all this running away, sex helps...but amplifiees, i wish i could distract more, need to survive on my own, was i put here to solve this madness or to enjoy it? wake up with a fresh idea of how much we dont know, I need to become more of a FREE SPIRIT, too controlled, i dont even know what it is yet,What makes us Feel ALIVE...connections, people music trust, jokes dont know what eles to do, consciousness, senses, different states of consciousness, Acid changes everything, ecstacy o my beautiful brain, why is it controlled, to continue this growth, should i have children? Love comfort, safety, sharing, - word,orgasm no worries, sex feel another body close to you in you, get out the boundaries, for my next trick i will GO madd for you all to enjoy, set yourself free, no job, no law animal instinct, no plan...